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“I'm selfish, impatient and a little insecure. I make mistakes, I am out of control and at times hard to handle. But if you can't handle me at my worst, then you sure as hell don't deserve me at my best.” ― Marilyn Monroe

Saturday, November 24, 2012

After 8 months...

Oh hey!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! it has been long since i've last blogged and i really miss this place.

I've just got back my results for my promotion status and i promoted. okay the actual fact is, i got "advanced". i will explain about this later on.

I have to say that I did not really put in a lot of effort in my studies this year because this year seriously past by in a flash!!!!!!!!!!!! like a fucking lighting omg I don't even have any time to really breathe in the polluted air of the city at all please. I didn't get to shop for the past few months until really recently and i realize that I've been missing out a lot in life. nevertheless, I'm really glad to have met my new friends from this year to make it a really fulfilling one. I've been through tons of ups and downs this year, doing crazy stuffs I've never done in my entire life and learning new things which I've never tried.

To name one of them, I've performed a duet like for the first time in my entire life in front of the whole school! I've never done anything this crazy before. it was sort of an impromptu decision because I've just mentioned it casually to my friends and Gina actually agreed on performing with me <3


Credits to whomever who took this picture it's gorgeous.

Though it wasn't really a successful one because both of us are really really nervous and having a racing heart like F1 cars, i have to say that I've enjoyed that moment. those nights we spent in school just to practice and all, it really really gave me a lot of memories

I realized I've stopped blogging since March and during these 8 months I've really been through a lot with my peers. I've struggled with my studies, CCA, friendships and all. but I've pulled it through because my friends, are indeed true friends.

We celebrated birthdays together, laughed together, ate together, went for toilet breaks together, went for consults together, taught each other subjects and shared personal stories. though many told me about how JC friends can be superficial and they only make friends with you to know your progress of your studies and make sure they are catching up and not losing out etc, i'm sure my friends ain't this /kind/ of people.

And of course, some of us didn't make it through to next year, but i'm sure the following year would be a year of fun yet fulfilling one be it academically or otherwise. i hope that the next batch of freshmen would be loving ones.

Mentioning this, i'm kind of worried for the SYF next year because we really really really are shorthanded.

It was as if i'm still working the day before; i could still remember my last day of work at Robinsons. how time flies. i could still remember my orientation days. and how much i inspire to be an OGL myself.
But it's a pity i couldn't make it because my results are too sucky and the school is just being too hard on me by not giving me a leash of pity.
i didn't manage to go to SRGCE, neither did i manage to get to be an OGL.

But thanks to my friends who stayed by me through these periods. i guess the the day of promo results is the only day i've cried really really hard in college.



My overall promotion results are UEE/CE
I failed one subject and i got 33 rank points and dammit i'm 2 points away. Yes i can't believe i'm that unlucky just hang me upside down

I've been paranoid over my final /verdict/ of my promotion status until like 22/11/12 which is like 2 days ago when i found out that i passed the re-exam. i only have to sit for one frigging subject and it's like a total waste of time because i only fail 1 god damn subject. screw Econs.

Project work has been fun with my group mates. best PW group ever.
From scratch till the presentation day, we've came together to rehearse and they all have to bear with me and my nonsensical ideas and overflowing emotions. I've been really stressed when my OP is getting nearer and nearer. but we've done a really good job and i guess all the efforts have never gone to waste 
I'm not least worried about the results, it's the process we've been through that matters.

I've enjoyed my CCA sessions as well. though our team is not as bonded, but as a small group, i'm sure we really worked well with each other as a whole. we're going to have a farewell BBQ session with the seniors soon on the 6th!



I didn't regret knowing every single one of you this year. i really really enjoyed my life in SRJC and i'm glad to have so much fun and experience here!

Running 10km was never ever what i thought would be possible in my entire life but i did it! not once, but twice! i can't believe i could enjoy running so much.

Didn't even thought of coming to a college but i did anyhow, and i manage to scrape through despite myself not being able to handle those cheem shit. i really can't believe i'm going to be a JC2 next year nor 18........... feels like i'm only 8.....

how i wish time never past by so quickly.